The Tragedy of Felix & Jake (Special Edition) by J Daniels

The Tragedy of Felix & Jake (Special Edition) by J Daniels

A grumpy/sunshine MM romance from New York Times bestselling author, J. Daniels.

They say the best way to get over someone is to get under someone else.

They say the best way to stay sober is to love yourself.

I'm great at making bad decisions.

Addict? Check. Poor impulse control? Check. Obsessed with the guy I'm sponsoring? Check Check Check.

There is no one worse for me to want in my bed than Jake Tully. He's hot and grumpy and literally a terrible idea. Terrible. Worse, no one has ever made me feel the way he does - valued. But here I am - thinking about him again.

Falling for my sponsor is not my worst idea yet, but it's damn close.

Felix Fields is everything good. He's thoughtful and kind. I can't help but think about every bad thing we could do between these sheets.

But we can't be together. I'm not willing to risk my recovery for anyone - even if he might be perfect for me.

Finding a love like this is nothing short of a tragedy.

**Author's Note: This book ends in a Happily Ever After, but getting there isn't easy.

Daniels was born into a Christian family and raised as a Christian. He was taught to rely on God for everything and to be wary of the Devil's tactics since he was shielded from the secular world. With no real life experience, his dream evolved into a quest for Solomon's wisdom. He joined a ministry at the age of 21 yet began his lifetime ambition to accomplish the Lord's work, naive and determined to live out the faith he held so dear. He had no idea that three years later, his Christian world would come crashing down around him as he realized the unthinkable: his religion was wrong.

He delved into scripture and Christian history with zeal, completely consumed by Christ. His sincere desire for information and solutions to life's concerns led him behind the scenes of his faith, eventually, and maybe unavoidably, to the most profound degree of insight he had ever experienced. J. was convinced of the truth. Daniels took a huge risk by abandoning his faith and embracing science and reason, much to the surprise and disgust of his Christian colleagues.

Throughout the numerous years he had spent attempting to navigate life with the inaccurate compass of religion, he became enraged. Daniels embarked on a new mission after his early years had been wasted on false hope and senseless misery. He would go on a mission to bring about a new generation of freedom warriors who are unafraid of golden calves and entrenched orthodoxy, using his new-found wisdom of Solomon. Daniels now fantasizes of a society free of rife, bronze-age superstition and religious domination.

The Christian establishment now faces a new foe, one who has mastered the skills of argument and debate, as well as firsthand knowledge of how Christians think and what they fear. Daniels has vowed to spend the rest of his life destroying Christianity, and he intends to accomplish so by murdering Jesus Christ.