Will Lucy ever be able to put her own happiness first? Lucy Shaw, sure by name but not by nature, wants to make her marriage work. In her head, that is. Her heart has other ideas as she embarks on a bittersweet journey to try and find true happiness. To the outside world, Lucy's life looks close to perfect: a doting husband, a model son, a lovely home, but it's all an act and the strain is starting to show as Lucy searches for something that will make her life bearable. This is a warm, witty and searingly honest novel of life, love and friendship.